I am sharing my story of how ‘Signs of Abundance’ came to be in order to assist like-minded individuals seeking guidance and understanding my journey. My script is lengthy, but essential for clients to comprehend how my spirit rescued me through life’s turmoil and how my past influenced me. The power of my spirit got me through the hardships. Please always remember to trust and believe in the power of your spirit, even if your past has been dark; just as I found my spirit, you can find your way too.

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Hello, and Welcome to Signs of Abundance Hypnosis and Healing. My name is Tara J Clarke. My daily life is dedicated to living my passion and spirit, which involves helping people who have experienced past hurt, abandonment, rejection, or trauma overcome past blocks and restrictions that prevent them from being their best selves.

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My goal is to aid individuals in healing from within by unveiling the soul-level wisdom and knowledge they need to align with their soul’s original blueprint. When working with a client, I look at the soul level first as everything starts at the level of the soul. By opening up on spiritual, emotional, mental, and physical levels and using the wisdom gained, my clients can understand their past choices and achieve balance in their lives. As we move into the Golden Age of New Earth, it is important to have that balance between the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine. If you are not working on yourself as we ascend, as the Earth ascends, you will be left behind and become more and more stuck.

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In my early years, I wasn’t as balanced as I am now. I’ve healed myself of negative entities, emotional distress, physical, mental, and emotional abuse and past traumas from the past fifty years. Although I was good at hiding my true dark feelings, I suffered from chronic anxiety and depression throughout most of my life. The traumas I attracted into my life shaped me into being the strong-willed person I am today. I was born into a life of trauma and suffering when I came into this life as the child of a Vietnam Veteran father and a mother with a lifelong history of trauma, hurt, rejection and abandonment. I came into this world as a breach birth and way too fast as a 6-week premature baby, that spent its first 6 weeks unloved, unnurtured and in an incubator. 

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As a baby, I was unwanted by both biological parents and blamed for causing the demise of their marriage because of my father’s infidelity. My mother’s constant reminder of her marriage breakup and it being my fault, throughout my childhood added to the feeling of unworthiness, anxiety, guilt, abandonment, and rejection that I always carried within my inner child. With age comes understanding. It’s clear to me that learning important life lessons from watching my mother was my destiny. Experiencing battles, struggles, violence and trauma throughout my childhood was an opportunity for me to grow by learning ‘what not to do’ when I become a mother. 

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During my adolescence and early adulthood, I struggled with the same addictions as my parents: smoking, drinking, and harbouring anger and depression.. Before incarnating into this lifetime as Tara, I had agreed to soul contracts that required me to undergo these experiences to comprehend and overcome past traumas.. When we go through experiences, we can look back at those experiences to see the lesson and reasons why we choose our cast of characters in our life. Then with this wisdom, we can release the experiences of the past and focus on our life lessons. With my own past of much suffering and trauma, I can reflect, understand and empathize with others facing similar traumas and difficulties and help others understand why they go through such a life of turbulence, like I did. 

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The wisdom I have learned from my past experiences, comes from past struggles faced by my ancestors, which turned out to be a blessing. Working through the hardships and battles in my life has helped break the addiction cycle in my family and taught me about inner strength and courage, which I am using to teach my own child today as well as my clients. 

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When I was just 6 months old, my biological parents separated, and I lived with my mother. They rekindled back into a violent marriage before too long, separating again. Shortly after, when I was 18 months old, my mother began a relationship with a good man, but he had depression, alcohol and smoking addiction and a very strict military background. He was a good Dad, I know he tried his hardest to raise us children and he became my true father from that point on. My upbringing was strict and disciplined, with many rules because of my military household. This was a blessing, as it helped me understand that true power and leadership come from within oneself and the heart. In life, the true reality can become clear when we recognise polarity.

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During my infant years, tragedy and loss followed me around and continued to do so for most of my life. At just 18 months of age, soon after my Mother met my stepfather, I was abducted and taken away from my mother and stepfather’s residence. I was a missing child, found in an orphanage 9 months later, and finally returned to my mother with chronic anxiety.

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When I was 7 years old, my step-siblings - whom I was very close to - moved to the other side of Australia to live with their biological mother, resulting in a loss that persisted.. Seeing my two rocks leave as suddenly as they did broke my heart to the core and my father’s heart. Addictions were his way of suppressing this void inside him. Soon after, our family welcomed a new baby sister, but my brother and I kept competing for attention from our parents, which took away from the joy.

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My mother would buy special foods and treats for my little sister and hide them in the cupboard’s top from my older brother and I, as she packed my sister’s lunch every morning. My brother and I would be grounded if we were to touch the treats and knew not to touch them. We didn’t get our lunch made and were making our own lunches from a very young age. This discipline taught me to be independent and I do thank my mother for it now, however at the time it made me feel unwanted, unloved and unnurtured and began to create a slow divide within the family. It was obvious that us older kids were not as important as my baby sister. The divide was very clear for me to witness at a very young age. I always made my own lunch of mostly stale, mouldy vegemite sandwiches. I envied those kids that had the luxury of eating freshly made lunches. I was so young and forgetful that I would often go all day without eating because I forgot to pack my lunch. When I got home from school, I was extremely hungry and would find comfort in a stale beetroot sandwich. My love for beetroot remains strong because of its sweet taste that helped me during difficult times. Childhood food deprivation lead to food addictions and struggle with weight gain and eating disorders. Amidst all the rejection and abandonment, sugar was the only thing that provided comfort and relief. The constant rejection made me go through emotions of feeling unloved, unprotected and unworthy, leading to self-sabotaging, failure and self-loathing. A new habit started where I constantly pulled out my hair, causing patches of baldness, luckily hidden by my long hair.

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Throughout my childhood, I underwent confusion and trauma that caused me to develop negative patterns such as cigarette smoking, drinking, and party drugs. I sought constant approval from others, put my needs last, and held onto resentment into my twenties.. As a result, my life became turbulent and unbalanced, attracting negative people and leading to a downward spiral of feeling alone, angry and ungrounded.

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Over the journey of my life, my turbulent lifestyle attracted several near-death experiences. These occurrences turned out to be blessings because every time I experienced trauma and suffering, it awakened me to the ‘Dark night of the soul’ that I needed to experience in order to find my light. The universe was holding a mirror up to my darkness in order to realise the blessings of the light. My experiences and traumas taught me that in order to reach the light, we must first go through the dark.

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Despite being traumatic, these experiences were blessings that made me more resilient, brave, compassionate, empathetic, expressive, wise and in tune with my intuition and spirit guides.. Through heartbreak, past hurt, and suffering, I gained wisdom that helps me understand others.. As a result, I passionately help others find their way to their soulful self and let go of old, negative emotions. During my formative years, I encountered several difficulties and developed negative emotions like anger, victimization, abandonment, rejection, shame, jealousy, and blaming others.. This was my choice to experience. 

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At the tender age of 12, I found myself subjected to the cruel realities of high school bullying. The reasons behind this torment were multifaceted, each adding to the weight of my burden. First, I was significantly younger than my peers, having been enrolled in school at a much earlier age than was customary. This decision was driven by my mother’s need to work, leaving me to navigate the social landscape of high school as a mere child among teenagers.

It was this 12 to 18 month age difference that served as a catalyst for the bullying I endured. The older students, fueled by their own insecurities and desire for power, took advantage of my vulnerability. They taunted and belittled me relentlessly, finding amusement in my youthful innocence and lack of worldly experience.

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My status as a foreign-born individual made me an easy target for their cruel antics. The Australian born kids, who were accustomed to a certain homogeneity within their social circles, saw my differences as a source of amusement. My customs and cultural background were ridiculed and used against me. Perhaps the most heartbreaking aspect of my ordeal was the fact that my physical appearance became a source of mockery. My features, distinct from those of my peers, were abnormal and worthy of scorn. The cruel jabs and jeers directed at my appearance left lasting scars, both physically and emotionally.

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As I reflect on those challenging years, I am reminded of the resilience that lies within us all. Despite the pain and humiliation inflicted upon me, I refused to let it define me. With time, I found solace in my strength and a sense of self-worth that could not be tarnished by the cruel actions of others.

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My experience as a victim of high school bullying serves as a reminder of the importance of empathy and understanding. This bullying I endured was a call to action to learn what it feels like to be bullied. No child should endure the torment I experienced simply because they are different. As a result, I’ve learned to have empathy towards others, which is invaluable in my sessions, to help and understand my clients. 

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The bullying triggered a mindset, and limiting belief within me I was ‘ugly’. When looking back, I realise now that I came into this life looking different, because I was different. The bullying assisted me in overcoming the shame that comes with looking and feeling inferior to others. I was unique. I was different. It was necessary for me to experience ‘shame’ in this life in order to release my shame from previous lives. One cannot experience this kind of shame in this life if they are born perfect looking. I also chose the family members to help me learn about the shadow of beauty/ugly. It was this shadow that I needed to work through throughout my childhood and has given me the confidence to love myself and the wisdom to no longer judge others for how they look. I hope a child that is being bullied reads this to help them understand the emotions behind the high school bullying and to understand that both the bully and the victim are learning valuable lessons. 

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Today, I look back now on parts of my life and they are all situations that prove that we choose everything. We choose every trauma because we are already choosing to hold on to those frequencies, and so our energetic system will keep attracting that vibration. According to the law of attraction, like attracts like. For me, I was stuck on a karmic wheel of shame and kept attracting situations of feeling ‘shame’ and ‘embarrassment’ until I finally learned the lessons around shame much later in life. A powerful lesson of not worrying about what other people think of me and finding the courage to speak my truth and stand in my power. To learn about strength and courage, I needed to be around a military father and a military stepfather. I have learned many lessons from both men. Lessons that I can thank them for and love them for. 

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It was when I was 12 and was getting bullied by kids at school to the point of deep self-loathe, self-sabotage, depression, sadness, victimhood and suicidal thoughts, which heightened when I reached out to both my parents for assistance with no help. They did not mean to be so unhelpful but they were children themselves with no idea what to do and their priority was getting through their own battles in life, first. It was then, when a shift happened in my life and I received  a visit from Archangel Michael. This changed my life and my entire perception of spirituality. Archangel Michael appeared to me in the middle of the night while I was waking from a deep sleep.

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It was a long time ago, almost 40 years ago and I still remember being afraid at first, but when I felt his presence, he made me feel so safe. With this powerful and insightful connection with Archangel Michael, I subconsciously manifested and asked him to give my military father a posting, so that we could leave the town I was living in, so that I would no longer be bullied. Within a couple of days, my father came home to tell us the bad news that we were posted in another town. But I was quietly excited because this meant two things for me. 1. The Bullying would be over (and it was). 2. The power of prayer and manifestation is a true thing, and I had a strong connection to the spirit world that I needed to use more often. I did not know what this connection was, but this power gave me hope. At that point, my life improved, and I became more in touch with my inner self and although I still had heightened anxiety, it gave me a sense of calm knowing that I was being guided within and I wasn’t alone in this big world.

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As a child and teenager, my mother treated me differently than my younger sister and older brother. She was attentive and kind to others. Yet our relationship has always been strained. This tension went back to my inner child and even further back to past lives together. Throughout my childhood, I was reminded by my mother that I was the middle child. She would say things like, “You always love the baby and the first child the most’. and that I would understand this when I had a second child. I held off having more children after the birth of my son. I chose not to have any more children subconsciously because I did not want to treat any child differently from the other. Growing up with favouritism taught me that all children should be loved with unconditional love from both parents. Throughout my childhood, I experienced rejection, infidelity, failure, betrayal, violence, victimhood, poverty, shame, hurt, anxiety, suffering, anger and abandonment. These experiences and feelings brought me closer to self-love, compassion, divine love within, and divine power within. 

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While many in similar situations turn to drugs, I was lucky enough to have a deep spiritual connection that helped me through those tough times.. While we appeared to be a regular family with conflicts, inside we struggled with dysfunction and addiction. I always felt like I didn’t belong in my family.. Throughout my childhood, I was the outcast, continuously evaluated for being less beautiful than my siblings who were close to being perfect. Occasionally, dry comments made me feel ashamed and want to hide. This was all a part of learning how to treat others better and not being judgmental, as mentioned earlier.

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I always knew there was more to this life than the physical world we were programmed into by our parents, teachers, peers, and the media. Seeing auras came naturally to me at a young age. The gift was overlooked due to a mother with Catholic values and an atheist stepfather. Despite their good intentions, the young parents needed to mature and grow up themselves.

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I believed there was something wrong with me. Various frightening stories about malevolent spirits were shared by my mother, which she had witnessed during her upbringing and which her family had witnessed throughout their years. She also believed tarot cards to be ungodly and considered auras to be a product of my imagination and possibly the devil’s doing. My father denied the existence of God, but my parents were excited for the Sunday school bus to take us to church, which was a day we loathed. Because I was afraid of the unknown and of being attacked by the devil, I chose to ignore my gift of clairvoyance.. My life was confusing and a walking contradiction. During my childhood, I was confused about life, my purpose, where I belonged and spirituality. All of this confusion about life, made me feel unworthy of life itself. Although very confused in life, I did feel that out of everything in my life, my inner self, my spirit, held the utmost importance.

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My teenage years were rebellious due to not only the constant feelings of inferiority and rejection by my parents but also feeling like I didn’t ever belong in the schooling system. I used to sit in class and daydream a lot, as I didn’t like what we were learning. My military background and moving from town to town, never settling down, made it difficult to make close friends. We would be uplifted to our next military base destination every time I felt even slightly grounded and started making a genuine friendship. What got me through the many moments of being ungrounded, turbulent, trauma, fears, unworthiness, anxieties, worries and insecurities was this inner knowing that I was being looked after by my spirit guides and angels. 

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Looking back at my life as a child, I don’t remember much about what I used to love back then, but I remember I loved dancing and playing dress-ups with paper dolls, angels, and tarot. I bought my first tarot playing card deck at 15 and my first ‘real’ Tarot card deck at nineteen, which was an Egyptian Tarot deck that I still have and cherish.

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Throughout my twenties, I coasted through the turbulence, addicted to smoking and alcohol. I allowed the attachment to alcohol to control my life. My parents’ breakup caused me to drink more heavily than ever before in an attempt to numb the pain.. One night in a drunken stupor, I fell from a two-story building onto a concrete slab, drunk and disorderly, and completely self-inflicted. I broke my wrist, which was a blessing because it was the only body part saving me from breaking my back. I had received many premonitions prior to this fall by spirit guides bringing me verbal warnings in my ear for days to be cautious. I knew something bad was going to happen, but I didn’t care and I didn’t listen. As I remember, my drunken fall, an angelic presence and Archangel Michael saved me from a broken back.

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A good friend of mine introduced me to a good friend of hers, an extraordinary psychic healer after my fall 25 years ago, who predicted many things that came true. I will write about this incredible story on my blog someday. The psychic healer informed me that I’ll meet my soulmate and travel overseas, for now, just keep that in mind. She advised me to manifest my soul mate by writing down everything I desired in a husband, and then mailing the letter to the universe. I followed her advice with eagerness for this new chapter in my life. I saved money to travel abroad by giving up drinking and partying for a while.

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This experience was a miracle that lead me once again to my spirit guides. Every hardship and trauma I went through has brought me closer to my guides and the Archangels and made me all the wiser and stronger. It is through the power of my spirit that I have learned many valuable lessons about life that I can now share with others and guide them towards finding their own spirit and passions.

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Before I came into this life, my soul wholeheartedly chose these difficult, chaotic, dysfunctional relationships with family members and turbulent experiences on my trajectory, as an opportunity to cut chords, clear ancestral trauma, severe past vows and ancestral karma from my bloodlines and to go through and embrace life experiences with forgiveness, compassion, divine wisdom, power, courage and much gratitude for my past. The person I am today, confident, kind, and caring, is a product of my past experiences, which motivate me to help others.

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After much effort, I finally managed to work three jobs at once, save enough money, and pursue my childhood dream of world travel. I was into my mid 20’s by this point. I was looking forward to my journey in life, like the Fool in the Tarot, with not much in material possessions except the bag on my back and the eagerness and excitement of the freedom that lay ahead. Everywhere I went, I did not ever forget my deck of Egyptian Tarot Cards with me, for strength. This deck traveled with me halfway around the world. The tarot and self-reflection gave me the strength and assurance to set aside my worries and embark on a solo journey.

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Journeying to other countries outside of Australia, I finally spread my wings and felt more free in life, like I had a purpose. I traveled to Canada where I met American Indians, Central America where I spent time with family in Dallas, Texas, and South America where I experienced Mexican and Shamanism traditions from hanging out with the Incas who are connected to me through my Sharman, Peruvian and Amazonian bloodline.

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I met my wonderful husband whilst travelling to Canada. He was the person I had manifested two years before, and it turned out that he was a soul mate from past lives. My husband supported me to become more grounded, secure and excited about my future. My wish came true, and we got married happily a year after finding each other. Trusting and believing in the law of manifestation can prove its power once again. My husband and I have now been together for over 21 years. 

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I came back to Australia and had to look for a more stable career path than hospitality and travel industry.. When I came back to Australia, I began studying accounting at university because I thought my love for numbers made it the right path for me.. The jargon we were being taught didn’t resonate with me while I was studying. My spirit guides were constantly holding up a mirror of insecurities, unworthiness and doubt messages, revealing that I was not on the right path in my career and although I intuitively knew they were right, my stubborn ego would remind me I wasn’t a quitter and I had to finish the degree. To cope with my emotions, I pursued a career that I believed would bring me more happiness, wealth and a smoother life with quicker mortgage payments. While balancing a part-time study and an accounting job to complete my degree, the corporate world reflected my anxieties and things I didn’t want in my life.

 

Despite facing obstacles, I completed my degree. However, I came to the realisation that money, finance, and material possessions were not my true calling in life. It wasn’t until the birth of my son and a Kundalini Awakening that I found my authentic path through love and compassion. My life’s true purpose was to assist people mentally, emotionally, and spiritually.. Humans similar to me who have experienced darkness.. Humans experiencing the ‘dark night of the soul’, as I had. My kundalini awakening inspired me to create a small business helping others by doing the things I love. Soon after, in 2011, I established Signs of Abundance Hypnosis and Healing, where I use my wisdom, knowledge, life experience to assist others into a living an abundant life. 

 

The spiritual gift I had of seeing auras when I was a young child, as well as the tarot card reading I loved using as a spiritual tool since the age of 15, with my Egyptian tarot cards, didn’t go unnoticed as these gifts helped me transition over time into other intuitive abilities that I use today to assist clients when delving into their Akashic Records. Much of my intuition comes from my Polynesian, Celtic, Scandinavian, Indian, Peruvian and Sharman American Indian Bloodline, which is why I am connected to the Pleiades star system. As a Pleiadean Starseed, I am a natural healer on the Earth to do my part as a collective consciousness in order to help the Earth ascend and to help others let go of their darkness. Aside from having past lives as a Druid in Scotland, a Maori Warrior in New Zealand, a Gypsy in South America, many American Red Indian Sharman lives, and a Sage in Atlantis and Egypt, I also possess natural intuitive abilities in this current life which have heightened since my Kundalini Awakening experience and every time I see a new client, I have so much gratitude for them as I learn something new and look forward to embracing new wisdom around healing, with others. 

 

I understand that these past traumas are experiences I had to go through in order to realise what a wise old soul I am. The traumas of my past were opportunities for me to learn. Through these experiences, I have gained divine wisdom to help others going through darkness.

 

Over the years, I have learned the skills of Clinical Hypnotherapy, Regression Hypnotherapy, QHHT (Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique) as a Level 2 Practitioner trained by the renowned, Delores Cannon, Holistic Counselling, Meditation, Intuition and Mindfulness Teaching, and Energy Healing. Through combining these modalities with what I know spiritually within myself, my strong connection to spirit and my trust and belief in the power of my spirit, I can guide others to their inner healing journey and help them understand and integrate the shadow part of themselves that is ready to align to their highest good, in order to help others live their best life. My hypnosis and Akashic Records healing and clearings are targeted to letting go of old attachments, vows, curses, spells, bindings, bad habits, negative thoughts, patterns, imprints, imbalances and limiting beliefs and spiritual cleansings and rituals to upgrade a soul’s DNA back to the divine soul blueprint that they originally incarnated into, many eons ago or to cleanse your home or property of negative energies, back to its original blueprint before catalytic events and attachments disrupted the energy of the home. The hypnosis and healing sessions are explained throughout this site at Signs of Abundance Hypnosis and Healing and if you would like to know more information about the sessions, drop me a line.